SPANISH, SUBLIMATION & ENCRYPTION

Friends have duly noted my casual & sporadic use of Spanish in the midst of English conversation. Friends have also remarked about my being cryptic in some of the art and doodling I do. I love puzzles, I love making people guess, I love challenges and imperfections. Which explains why I am still stuck on certain things to this day, and reject other things that often come my way.

The use of Spanish and encryption have aided in giving off subliminal messages to the world. Whether it be in an away message or in conversation. And it has, in general, led to a very creative side of me. Initially these habits formed because I was too shy or scared to show/say how I really thought and felt. So in a way, I still got my message out but without really saying it.

I am still very cryptic in a sense to this day but it's nothing I am ashamed of. It fuels my creativity and I find it very entertaining. Ha Ha. However, I am working on just telling it how it is, straight up. Less hiding, less games. I surprise myself at how much more and more I am opening up and the things that come out of my mouth sometimes. It's like so much easier to just be yourself instead of putting in all that effort to cover up. But it's always nice to maintain some privacy and have your own little world to yourself.

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i'm a shoe, without my other half to complete the pair.
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