.. you're gonna be the death of me
i don't want this, but i need this
i love it and hate it at the very same time.
Still under this damn spell, and everyone can see it so there's no point in hiding it anymore. You may see me doing this & that, being here & there, with whoever him & her... being who I am, and no one else but myself. But there is something deeper deeper in my heart that isn't being represented. That's one thing that isn't easily seen, because actually I feel helpless.. that there isn't much I can do about it. So I wait and wait and wait for those once in a blue moon chances. And like a sucker, I fall hard for it everytime, right away, putting everything aside and thinking what if it's the last time. Because I know even though I'm always up for it, it's not a mutual reciprocity.
ihateyou:(*punch*
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